Today's Easter Sunday. 4 years ago on this day, I gave my heart to Jesus. Easter is always special to me. It's been 4 years since I've received my salvation. 4 years - It's not been a long time, neither has been a short time. As I was on my way home from service today, I thought about my walk with Jesus, my relationship with Him. I thought about the people I've grown with in my 3 years (Started going for CG/Service regularly in 2002) in church.

At times, I cannot believe that 4 years have passed so quickly. I've seen people go from glory to glory in their walk and relationship with Jesus, seen people falling away from Jesus and see some people remaining stagnant in their walk and relationship with Him. I find myself wondering which category I'd classify myself in. Where am I now?

The ones who used to hold Jesus' hand, are they still holding His hand today? Have their grip tightened or loosened? Are there people reluctant to hold His hand? Are there people reluctant to allow Jesus to hold their hand?

How far have I fallen since I first started walking with Him?

Staring into the Abyss,