Stare into the Abyss..

Staring into the Abyss,

kAeJ

11:57 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

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无印良品 - 是你变了吗

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
(努力说服自己你没有变)
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心是靠在谁的身边
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿)
是你变了吗
我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗
我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗
对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

There are many things I wanna blog about. Many thoughts that I wanna reveal. But to sit down and think requires too much effort. I lost my brain. I lost my mind. The thoughts that runs through my mind gets lost in the maze. What to say? How to say? when to say?

No longer on the same wavelength. No longer who we used to be. Am I trying too hard? Or am I not trying hard enough? Which is it?

Staring into the Abyss,

kAeJ

11:50 PM

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Don't even have the mood to sit down and think. Whatever goes through in the day, it is forgotten. Whatever happened yesterday, is also forgotten. What is missing? What is lacking? A goal? An aim???? Can't even take some time to tell people what I'm thinking cuz I don't even know what I'm thinking. I don't even think I'm thinking. Just living through the motions..

What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
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You will die by:	Mysterious unsolved murder. The killer was never found and neither was your body. Your casket is empty and you family mourns till this day in hopes that you are still alive or died a swift death.
Death Date:	January 28, 2029
Number attending your funeral?	124
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$832,316

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What? Only $832,316?? But since it's $832,316 in 24 years, I think it'll suffice.

Staring into the Abyss,

kAeJ

10:17 PM

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

When I wake up every morning, I'll sit on my bed, stone for 10 seconds and wonder why we have to start work at 9am and not at 11am..

Staring into the Abyss,

kAeJ

10:21 PM

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