I never knew what "missing you" meant,
until I saw you in his arms.

I never knew how to say "I love you",
until the day you decided to leave.

I never know how hard it was to say goodbye,
until I had to say goodbye to you.

I never knew how hard you tried to make us work,
until I read the note you left behind.

I never knew how much I really love you,
until I saw you lying there, motionlessly.

` kAeJ

Staring into the Abyss,