And so, I woke up late this morning at 10a.m when my lecture was at 9a.m. My phone had to choose today to malfunction (the alarm clock rang with no sound). N called at 10 to ask if I was coming. I woke up in shock and told him that I will reach the school by 10:30a.m and to wait for me.

I rushed, took a cab down to school but at 10:20a.m, N msg-ed me and said, "we seen him liao."

I replied, "..."

N asid, "He was asking for groups and he kept looking at us. Not our fault what."

Yeah. I didn't say it's anyone's fault. It's my own fault for being late. But, the lecture ends at 12noon, and I'm very sure that there are groups who have yet to seen him. I reached the lecture theatre at 10:30a.m. sharp. Couldn't you even give me some grace? And then, now we're just sitting in the lecture theatre talking, and "beautifying" our powerpoint slides.

If I told you I'll reach at 10:30a.m, and I reached at 10:35a.m, then fine, you can tell me "you were late what."

I'm not trying to defend myself because I know that it was my own fault for being late. But surely, there could be a way to make things better?

Oh well, whoever said that life is fair?

Staring into the Abyss,