There is a chinese saying, "Huo4 Bu4 Dan1 Xing2" which loosely translated means bad things don't only happen 1 time. It has been a terrible week and I can't wait to get out of this week. Seems like everything bad that can happen is happening in quick succession that is leaving me perplexed as to what wrong I have done to suffer such misfortunes.

Frustration is mounting, and I'm supressing so much anger in me I feel I'm going to erupt soon. Sometimes I'm amazed at my high tolerance level with the people out there constantly provoking me and testing my patience. I have yet to lose my temper. But for how long more can I hold out? !@!&*&*$@##$%%&$*@#(*&!@@!!!!@!@7*#@**!!!!@#@#@!!

"Bad things do come in blocks.. but they will go one by one. Hang in there."

GO! GO! GO!!!

Staring into the Abyss,