If you are wondering why I am taking so long to update my blog, then I don't have an answer for you.

Why is it so difficult to make a simple decision? The question is always, "What is holding you back?" yet I never seem to have an answer to the question. My heart feels so burdened about the decision I'm going to make that I sometimes question myself. What is wrong with me? I don't have many days left to ponder. Friday's gonna be THE day.. But teach me how to make the right decision. Teach me how to not get so emotional and attached.

Maybe they are right. The problem could be me.

Staring into the Abyss,