Something's not right, and something's wrong. Am I not putting my heart in whatever I do? Or am I just bogged down by so many decisions to make? Then again, like what a friend told me, I already have the answers before me just that I'm placing obstacles infront of me even before I make the decision. What is it that it's so hard to just plan, and go ahead with it? It's like, I haven't even learn to drive, and yet, I'm already thinking, "what if I drive, and I step on the accelerator instead of the brake?"

I'm misplacing things, I'm forgetting things. Even my colleagues at IMPORT are asking what's wrong with me. I mean, before I went to bathe, I took a fresh set of clothes with me, and after I bathed, I thought hard about where I left my clothes, only to find them in the laundry basket together with the clothes meant to be washed?

Staring into the Abyss,